Thursday, December 6, 2007

Bored with Life

I don't know if it's just that I've been exceptionally tired lately, but every little thing seems to be getting to me somehow in a way that I dislike. I hate these blogs that all sound so depressing, but I have nothing better to write's just my boring life.

School started off okay, it was interesting at first, it came to a slow drift, and then reached a point of just bearable-ness. Now, it is completely intolerable. I cannot stand the place one bit. There is no more to explain than that. Every class sucks. AP Psych is okay (especially since I'm sure I did very well on the test today), but nothing seems worth it. I don't know why I'm here. But there is nowhere else to go...

Robotics isn't getting any better. I was excited for the new season and kickoff, everything seemed to be coming together so well, but I realized that we haven't been really moving at the pace I expected. No one really knows anything yet. Evan reminded me of something important this weekend -- you're only as strong as your weakest member. I really didn't want to hear that, even though I know that it is painstakingly true. Perhaps I'm not really fit to be a leader, just a great organizer...I don't know how to get people to do things. No one really seems interested.

All of this has just been bothering me for a while, and there is nothing that I can do about it except hope that the future brings something better...

1 comment:

domi.blurbs said...

You're being hypocritical! :D

Don't say crap like that, you are a great leader..
And maybe for Christmas [If you are a good girl :3] I'll buy you a megaphone and a soap box so you can order around the small mindless, useless beings we call Freshman :]
They will learn eventually, they may just be slow learners.
If you are positive about the team, good things will happen in the long run.